Мы платим долги только тогда, когда хотим влезть в новые.
Something is wrong.
Well, if you want fair answer, I can say, that the way I live now is almost perfect. Nevertheless, there are things I hate about my life. I love my new job (management, that is), but I have some troubles with being convincing. I suppose, that's because of my childish voice and appearance. I love place I live in and people who live with me. Again there are some situations which bother me a lot. Those are two of my flat-mates, M. and K. They, as I can feel, changed their mind about me staying with them.
Those arrogant and ignorant eyes staring at my back all the time. I live with a sense of being in the court in the middle ages and fighting for your place and love of the King. I hate this feeling. All I want is to resolve this riddle and to live happily with them. My sixth sense says, that you want to ask me what I will do then. Don't know. I'm thinking of some serious talks... But is too hard to talk with M., and no point in talks with K. They won't answer, they won't even hear me.
I'm not complaining. What for? There is no real danger for me. I can handle their hatred. I'm trying to explain how I feel, what's happening to me.
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Tomorrow I'll have two meetings with clients. I'm looking forward for it.
Well, if you want fair answer, I can say, that the way I live now is almost perfect. Nevertheless, there are things I hate about my life. I love my new job (management, that is), but I have some troubles with being convincing. I suppose, that's because of my childish voice and appearance. I love place I live in and people who live with me. Again there are some situations which bother me a lot. Those are two of my flat-mates, M. and K. They, as I can feel, changed their mind about me staying with them.
Those arrogant and ignorant eyes staring at my back all the time. I live with a sense of being in the court in the middle ages and fighting for your place and love of the King. I hate this feeling. All I want is to resolve this riddle and to live happily with them. My sixth sense says, that you want to ask me what I will do then. Don't know. I'm thinking of some serious talks... But is too hard to talk with M., and no point in talks with K. They won't answer, they won't even hear me.
I'm not complaining. What for? There is no real danger for me. I can handle their hatred. I'm trying to explain how I feel, what's happening to me.
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Tomorrow I'll have two meetings with clients. I'm looking forward for it.